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Telegram Voice 1318 — Why No Empire, No Ads, No Merchandise — and Healing Is Three Steps Up, Two Steps Back

Source: Telegram Voice Memo — 2023-02-18


Summary Anthony explains — humorously at first, then deeply — why he refuses to build a Medical Medium commercial empire or put advertisements on his podcast, what keeps him focused on the chronically ill, and the critical healing principle: three steps up, two steps back.


Health Knowledge

  • Three Steps Up, Two Steps Back — How Chronic Illness Heals
    • What: Healing from chronic illness is not linear. It's three steps forward, two steps back — five forward, four back — gradually climbing higher even as you dip down
    • Why: As you begin to feel better, you start using muscles, nerves, and emotions you haven't accessed in a long time. That costs energy and can produce setbacks that feel like regression — but you are still further ahead than you were
    • How: Recognize setbacks as part of rehab, not failure. Keep climbing. The trajectory is upward even when individual days feel like a step back. This is different from typical workout soreness — it is chronic illness rehabilitation

Spiritual Teachings

  • Working for the light means always keeping in mind that people are suffering — Anthony said the sadness in his voice isn't personal despair but comes from never wanting to forget what the chronically ill go through
  • Evil does not just target the good — evil will also devour other evil people, turning on itself after attacking the good
  • The Medical Medium information spread entirely through grassroots healing stories, not through marketing or PR firms — people healing and telling one person, who healed and told another
  • "Your soul cannot die. It stays alive forever." — No matter what the body goes through, the soul grows stronger

Personal

  • A prominent business person told Anthony he was a "stupid ass" for not building an empire — subscription programs, courses, podcast advertisers, merch lines, restaurant chains, TV series, retreats. Anthony replied: building all that would consume every bit of his mental focus and the chronically ill would become an afterthought
  • The Medical Medium podcast is the only podcast at its level with zero advertisements or commercials — a deliberate choice, because someone who is neurologically sick and suffering shouldn't have to hear commercial breaks when they're mustering the courage to listen to something that might help them
  • All revenue Anthony generates goes back into the operation — the team, technology, producing more information and getting it out for free
  • He has been working 7 days a week for more than 30 years and intends to continue: "Can't stop now. In it too deep."
  • Spirit of Compassion actively corrects Anthony when needed — one of the reasons MM information doesn't contradict itself across decades of podcasts, books, and lives with no teleprompter
  • Dr. Nesbitt says hi

Brief Message (Encouragement)

To anyone battling symptoms, struggling to do their celery juice every morning, or putting a recipe together while feeling terrible: Anthony said he knows how hard it is. He knows what it takes to do the daily MM work when you're not well, and he is genuinely proud of the community for being fighters who keep going.

"Whatever you do, it's not your fault. And your soul will grow and grow and get stronger. That's where the gold really is. That's where the soul's gold is."

Angels are invited to be by your bedside tonight watching over your body, mind, soul, and healing.

Full Transcript

Anthony William, the medical medium, t-shirts, baseball caps, sweatshirts, hoodies, backpacks, coolers, sunglasses, pots and pans, restaurant chain, whoa, medical medium restaurant chain, that's pretty cool right makeup some clean makeup eyeliner lip gloss foundation that would be pretty cool skincare what about food products a medical medium honey housewares that would be medical medium T's how about a car medical medium car oh that would be pretty cool car going down the road and says MM on the back of the car can you imagine cop pulls over somebody in a medical medium car calls it in, it's like, instead of a Toyota, it's like, it's a medical medium car. I heard those cars are pretty good. Helicopter, how about that? Medical medium helicopter. What about a jet? Sneakers would be good. You got to have your medical medium sneakers before you walk onto your jet. Medical medium jet. what about medical medium shorts medical medium bikinis medical medium swimsuits medical medium tank tops that would pretty good swim trunks that's pretty cool swim trunks right medical medium canoes, kayaks. That's actually not bad, right? The paddles have medical medium written on the paddles, so you're just like, call my medical medium paddles for my kayak when I go kayaking. Medical medium four-wheelers. When you're on the four-wheeler and you're cruising through the woods and you're on a trail and you got your medical medium watch on, pretty cool too don't forget the medical medium pendant hanging on your neck nice gold chain and a little medical medium pendant with a diamond in it that's pretty neat too and then maybe some medical medium earrings and nose ring medical medium jewelry line and you know how people have the nose rings and a lot of people like those so that would be pretty cool and false eyelashes medical medium ones and shot glasses all right i think i covered a decent amount of merch merch merch merch i think i covered decent man i was just told a couple days ago like i get told every now and then by a big business person who called me a stupid ass and i I was like, what did you just call me? He says, look, I'm not trying to insult you. A.W., I'm not trying to insult you. I wasn't doing that as like calling you a real stupid ass. I just called you a stupid ass. I was like, he called me a stupid ass. And he was like, well, because how come you're not building the ultimate empire? You can. You can build the ultimate empire of all empires. You're worldwide known. Your name is one of the top names in health worldwide. where's your subscriptions and your programs and your courses and your classes and your podcast advertisers and your podcast commercials and your youtube commercials and youtube advertisers and your i mean you got a number one podcast i was like yeah true it's like one of the number one podcasts in health so i think you're stupid that's what i was told and why aren't you charging for your light blast everybody else is i was like i i was like uh uh uh uh like why don't you charge for your light blast fifty dollars a person times fifty thousand people sign up for your light blast equals you know and i'm like i know i'm not i get it i get it and the agencies that want to work with you and they want to sell a tv series and they want to sell medical medium tv series all this? How come you're not doing this? How come you just want to focus on writing these books? Because the books are free at the library. And the books are inexpensive and the books have volumes and volumes of healing information. I'm not against capitalism. I love it. I'm not against I love people that are in cap, anything capitalism it's fine it's like if people want to make money if they want to make a living if they want to sell things i'm not against that if you want to sell something that's capitalism if you want to sell something but the book's critical because it can get all around the world publisher can get it all around the world in different languages so everybody has a chance to heal i'm not against somebody building an empire. I told this person, I'm not against it. It's like, what do you have against? I don't have anything against it. I want people to do what they want to do in the world. I respect that. But I have to just make sure I don't lose sight and I'm going to lose sight. And this guy said to me, explain to me, how are you going to lose sight? I go, if I'm worried about the medical meeting restaurant chain that you want me to do and if i worry about all that marketing and i worry about all the different merch and everything around it i won't have a single second to truly care and worry about the chronic leo i might say i am but how am i really gonna do that my mind will be taken over completely by 100 business because I've seen it before. I know a lot of people in the world. I know how it works. No insults. I'm not judging anybody. But when your mind can only take on so much, and if I have 100 companies, medical medium companies, running at once and merch everywhere, how am I going to keep my eye on the ball, the ball being the chronically ill and what they're going through and their suffering? I'm afraid it's going to eventually go to, oh yeah, chronically sick. Oh, I remember them. That's right. People are sick. Ooh, I feel bad for them. I never want it to ever, ever go to that. I don't want it to be an afterthought of some kind. I want it to be, I want to be in it. I want to know people, their experience of what they're going through. I want to be in their shoes and feel that as much as I can. I don't want to lose sight of what people have gone through, their losses and their struggles and what they're going through every minute. I have to stay focused. I have to get the information from above, from Spirit of Compassion, and I have to put it in words, and I have to give everything out for free. No subscription fees, no programs no anything and I respect anybody who does any of that absolutely there's good people every day doing it I know a bunch of people in the world that do it but I have to make sure that this gospel that this scripture is available for that person who tried everything, did everything, they've exhausted everything, and they just need the answers. And they stumble across it because an angel somehow puts it in front of them. I've heard so many times that people are like, it was the craziest thing. I was in the grocery store and the cashier said medical medium and I was in my darkest hour and I found him through that way. I was walking down the street and someone had a medical medium book on a park bench. I've heard everything. It's like the angelic forces, the spiritual forces of light, the holy forces all of it god it's like people find the information they sure as heck aren't finding it through big marketing campaigns because i don't have big promotional marketing you know uh big companies getting all the medical medium stuff out all the time everybody markets their products and everything to medical medium people i see it all the time i see advertisements coming up left and right from every company in the world. But medical medium doesn't do that to anybody else. It's what makes medical medium unique. It's one of the things. I stand corrected by spirit of compassion. One of the things. If you wonder how the information is not contradicted, it doesn't contradict itself. If you wonder how it's consistent, it's because I'm corrected by spirit. That's one of the reasons why MM Info is unique. When I was a child, I had to walk this wooded path to get to another road. So I would go into the woods not too far from my house. and it was always dark in those woods. Extremely dark. Sunlight barely pierced through any areas. The woods were thick. But there was a trail, and it was a swampy one. And I remember getting into that part of that trail where the swampy part starts, and it gets darker and spookier. And you see the weeds growing out of the swamp. The shrubs. And then my feet would sink in. And it would always piss me off. Because my feet would go into the mud too deep. And the muddy swampy water would go into my socks. And then my sneakers would be muddy colored. They wouldn't be white anymore. It would look like they were just dipped in straight swampy mud. It took time to wash them out. And so I would try to jump on this log and just jump on another stick and another log. And then I would just always just fall right in on the trail and be up to my ankles in mud. And then I would get scared. I would hear something. and I would turn my head and I would look. Something rustled. Is it a squirrel? What was that? And then I would walk another few feet and hear something else and then turn my head behind me and I would envision that there were hands coming up out of the trail, the swampy part. and it would scare me to death. And I would start walking quicker and quicker, and I would say, stay calm, stay calm. And the spirit would say, you always get scared on this trail. I go, I know. I know nothing's here. I know nothing's coming out of the swampy trail. I know nothing's in the woods lurking, watching me. I'd finally break to the opening of the trail get onto the road the dirt road I would just look behind me as I'm on the dirt road saying I'm glad I'm out of there those ghouls that were in that trail that were reaching up remind me a lot about this world today. The evil that we're up against today in so many ways. I mean, we know how much corruption is happening in this world. You guys know, you see it. It seems like nothing's what it seems. You notice that? It's like just when you get comfortable with something, It just turns out to be different than what it was, what it is. It's incredible, really, when you look at things. I notice that evil people try to harm good people, right? Same old story goes on for centuries, probably since the beginning of time. Evil versus good. Evil causing problems against the good. I know it said evil harms good people. What's interesting is good people don't harm good people. You never notice about that. Are you with me on this? This is interesting. I was talking to Spirit about this. Good people don't truly want to harm good people. I mean, things happen, mistakes, miscommunications, but in the end, good people don't want to harm and hurt good people. Evil people want to harm good people. jealousy, greed, hate whatever resides inside of that evil person and I know some of you are probably like there is no real evil people no there is there is AW this is where you lost me I'm not going to follow you anymore no there really is evil people in the world there just is and what I've noticed is all these years, that evil people not only try to hurt and harm good people, but evil people will turn on other evil people and devour their own. How sick is that? Evil people will turn on other evil people. Evil will actually devour evil. it's it's insane really but evil loves to devour good and then evil people will find other evil people and they'll just gang up on the good that's interesting too bullying and everything else so evil people will join other evil people and other evil people, and they'll just all gang up on the good. And then after that, they attack the good. After they attack the good, the evil will then turn on itself and attack itself. I think about that trail walking through the woods. I think about what was I afraid of? what in the end was I even afraid of? I think I was afraid of how evil loves to screw over sick people. I mean, why was I even here? I heard Spirit of Compassion at age four. My mission started. I knew what I had to do. But I know that darkness in the world does not want people healing. Come on. Look at the thousands upon thousands of healing stories, medical healing stories. You think the media would ever say, oh my God, this man is listening to these words, putting out information that's saving lives. There are thousands upon thousands of stories of people healing all around the world. We have to do, we have to do a story about this guy and the people healing. You think that would happen? No, instead it's the same old thing. like there have been so many hit pieces on me for years. It's like, no, celery juice is just a joke, and it doesn't work, and this man's, you know, buying celery farms everywhere. I never bought a single celery farm. That's absurd. You know, they'll say anything, right? This man talks to a ghost. Don't listen to him. there's no scientific studies. I've had so many hit pieces about that. And then when I hear people talk about medical medium as a brand, right? The medical medium brand. I'm like, really? Because sure, there's the medical medium trademark. to try to keep the information protected so that people can get it for free protect the book series so people can know that it's the real book not the fake one there's so many fake medical being books right the ones that are imposters the illegal ones there's so many illegal medical mean books i say that because they put them out with everything that isn't medical medium. They say it's a medical medium book, right? You guys have seen those. People accidentally buy those or whatever. But as far as like branding and stuff, and brand, every time I talk to anybody in business that has a brand, they're selling a whole bunch of stuff, meaning their brand, like their own line of everything, own line of shoes and hats and products and food products and everything. there's nothing wrong with making money and all of that you guys know i did the 20 day brain shot therapy cleanse challenge right it's free you can get it on my website right now for free 30 days on my like all 30 brain shot therapy you can actually access on my website for free right now. It's no paywall. So I think about when I was in the woods on the trail and those ghouls, they weren't in the trail in the swampy water that I was spooked about when I was walking through as a little kid. They're out there every day. And they don't want medical medium information to exist. They're jealous. Sickens them that a guy that so-called hears a voice in their mind is in everybody's way. MM info is in everybody's way. It's like in their way. So you move that away. They don't want it there. They want to discredit it. They want to keep that discrimination strong. They want people to feel like they can't even utter the word medical medium. They want to make people afraid they can't, like, stick up for the medical medium or stick up for their own healing, stick up for their own healing process. And I see that sometimes where people are like, you know, I healed this, I healed this. I saw the other day, someone healed 50 symptoms, 50 debilitating symptoms that they were sick with for 10 years. And when they were telling their story and telling their story, someone was like, oh, it's anecdotal. A person's like, it wasn't anecdotal. It was me suffering for 10 years with $100,000 in doctor bills and every test in the world and every specialist in the world and I found medical medium and the symptoms started to disappear. It wasn't anecdotal. It was a miracle. And the person said it was a miracle, not anecdotal. And the other person was like, no, it's anecdotal. So how did this information and the books get out there and the people healing around the world really happen? It wasn't big PR and marketing firms pushing the books and the information and the so-called branding everywhere around the world. It was grassroots. It was one person healing at a time and telling another person and then another person healing and telling another person, including people that weren't even sick that decided to read the book and saw vast amounts of information. It was very advanced, and they were so blown away, they told another person to read it. I've heard that story recently where there's a person who had very little wrong with them at all symptom-wise, but they just wanted the curiosity. they read the medical medium brain saver book and then they told sick friends three of them to get the books to get answers I never want to lose sight of what it's all been for the reason why I'm here don't want to lose sight with the struggles and what people have been through when I think about what if I was sick what if I had to go to a doctor every week and I always tell people you have to have a good doctor of course go see your doctor but what if I was sick and had to see a doctor every single week because I was getting sicker and I was getting blood drawn all the time and my symptoms were getting in the way when I was getting lost I know so many people they feel like they've lost a part of themselves because they can't live their life the way they used to and they're watching other people living their life and it's so confusing and why are they sick? What did they do wrong? I see when people, they blame themselves and they're like, what did I do wrong? I don't understand why I'm sick. Am I a bad person? Did I do something wrong? Did I mess up? And they start to beat themselves up after a while because when you're sick for like a few years or more, heck, a few months for some people, you start to really like get confused and you just blame yourself because nothing makes sense anymore when you can't get the answers from the doctor or the answers you get are fine, but for some reason you're not getting better yet. And you go to a healer and then you go to another healer and an herbalist and a naturopath and a neurologist. And it's helpful, but you're just wondering, like, what did I do wrong and why am I so sick? And I think about that. I'm like, that's what matters. Because if people are feeling that and living that reality, I need to help change that. I need to take that information from above. And I need to make sure it's accessible for free. And anything else that Spirit of Compassion has given me since I was four years old, I want it accessible and for free for people and then I'll try my best in any way I can to to talk about that information to relay it sometimes I'll do like a comic thing you know where I'll do a I don't know I'll come out dressed up like a robot or a pirate try to cheer people up because I know that so many are just going through so much I want people to have a light heart and and yeah I'm serious too of course I mean and then I get really serious and I'm like look this is what's happening in the world this is what we're up against these are the exposures and this is what we need to do to protect ourselves and then of course Dr. Nesbitt comes out by the way he says hi and again anyway again apologize for the longest message ever, I think. No, I don't know. But I just wanted to say to you guys that I get reminded every day of how this world works. And I get kind of like, I'm listening to Spirit of Compassion. I'm trying to create more and more. And I have my team working really hard right now. And we're trying to create more information. So you guys have that at your, like right in your hands, tangible, it's there, it's free. And, um, and then the minute I kind of break out of that a little bit for a second, I see how much is really going on in the world, of course. but I never lose sight about what it's like to be chronically sick and how hard it is for so many people keeps me in check so I was telling this guy building an empire is going to take a lot a brain space. And I don't judge anybody for doing it. But I just gotta make sure that I never lose that sight of what people are really going through and what they need. sure, people need a backpack and they need a cooler. I understand that. So a medical medium cooler would be the best one because, hey, there'd be a reason why spirit of compassion would make it the best. But that's going to get me kind of like down a different road. And there's only so much you can do as a human being. Yeah. Yeah. We can do medical meeting retreats, but once again, part of an empire to build, and that would be a good way to go, but empire building-wise, not just merchandise, but that would be, and I've said no to that over and over again, but that would be brain space. All of it would. T-shirts and swim trunks, candles and honey, and then medical medium honey, raw honey, right? So, I mean, it sounds all cool, but I'm just one human being, and I have to make sure I get the information. from above and I make sure it is available. And I don't want to put advertisements and commercials on the Medical Medium podcast, that Apple podcast or whatever, wherever the podcast is. I know people do. I get it. I don't say anything about it. I just want it to be like, here's what I think right here, okay? So I was sick and suffering, and I was really chronically sick, and I wanted to listen to a podcast. It's not easy. I've known people who are really neurologically sick, and listening to anything is hard. I have to think about people who are really sick because medical medium info is about that. People who've been there, tried everything, done that. if I was really chronically sick and I was like okay I'm gonna muster up everything I have right now to listen to a podcast that has information that can help me I'm going to listen to the medical medium podcast and if I put my ear pods in and I don't feel good and I'm struggling with all kinds of things anxiety and aches and pains do I want to hear a whole bunch of advertisers and commercials in and out of that podcast episode or do I just want to listen to the information that's going to help me heal and that's why I won't put advertisers and commercials on the podcast and maybe someday I'll have to for some reason but right now I can still make the choice that I don't have to. The medical medium podcast is the only one at that level in podcast world that has no advertisements and commercials. And that is unique. Is it stupid? I mean, some people just judge me and say, yeah, it's stupid to me. But But regardless, that says something. It's unique. And this guy said, please tell me why you don't have the commercials and the advertisers that you could make so much money on. How come you don't have that in front of your podcast? And I said this because if I was sick, I don't want to hear that. I don't. if I've been through hell and back and sick for five years or how many years and I just found this info, I don't want to hear that shit. I want to hear the info that's going to help me because my time is precious. I've been sick for a long time and my time is precious. and this guy said to me well I guess still doesn't make any sense and yeah it cost me a lot of money to do the podcast it cost me a lot of money to have a team and do technology and everything else and I make money and I have to take that money I have to dump it into all of it I have to You have to put it back into. Because then I have a guy who's a guy friend who's really cool, and he's a big business guy, and he tells me, he says, so any money you make, you dump back in. I go, yeah, that's pretty much, I said that's pretty much what it is. And he's like, yeah, I don't see that too often. Not in your field. I said, well, that's just what I do. Are you going to call me stupid too? He's like, no, no, we've been friends a long time. I know why you do it. You do it because you care, and you know how important life is and what you have to do for your mission, spirit, and for people. I just want to say, if you guys are you guys are battling any symptoms conditions, any struggles with that or anything just know my heart pours out to you, okay and remember that I am thinking about you and I care and I truly care and I want you to know that I'm really proud so proud of all the work you're doing it's not easy putting a recipe together like every morning it's not easy to do your celery juice every morning it's not easy to do any of it every day especially when you don't feel good i think i don't know that you think i don't know that you guys are struggling if you're struggling with symptoms how hard it is to live life do the things you need to do and also do things the medical medium stuff i know it's hard work when you don't feel good and i'm proud of you like no other like so proud of you people don't understand it unless they've been there where you're where you are if you're dealing with that or where you were if you were in that condition people will never know what it's like unless they've been there they have no idea unless they've been in your shoes no way they have no idea at all unless they actually been there and even then right even then if they weren't really really really sick and struggled and they're only a little bit sick like not so sick they might take it for granted but um but i know you guys are unlike anybody i've ever seen out there you guys are fighters like no other like fighters the underdogs people who have been sick swept under the carpet throughout the years i know some story i've seen some stories i've heard some stories like from what people have gone through over the years. Whoa. Whoa. And you guys are like no other and your souls are so strong. No one can mess with that. No one. But you got to be easy on yourself and you've got to not beat yourself up whatever you do. Anxiety comes on. Don't beat yourself up. Don't be hard on yourself. whatever you do it's not your fault and your soul will grow and grow and grow and get stronger that's where the gold really is that's where the gold really is the soul's gold some of you I want you to know to remember or this is something I said for years, it's three steps up, two steps back. Healing is like three steps up, two steps back. Five steps up, four steps, right? Five steps, six steps up. You keep on climbing up. You might step back a little bit, but you keep on climbing up. And then what happens is you're starting to heal a little bit, so you start doing more than you usually do. And then you're using muscles you haven't used in a long time. or using nerves you haven't used in a long time. You're experiencing emotions you haven't experienced in a long time. And when all that happens, it takes a lot out of you. And then you get kicked back a little bit and kicked down. And then you get scared, but you're still better than you ever were. And it's just up, up and up. You get down a little bit and then up and up. And healing is like this when you're really sick. It's not like when you're not sick and you do a workout and you're sore for two days and then you're back to normal. and you're doing a workout again, that's different than when you're chronically sick and been through hell and you got a symptom or condition for so long. It's three steps up, two steps back. That's how you heal. And you start to rebuild. It's rehab. It's what it is. It's something to keep connected to and something to understand and have your eye on. A lot of people don't understand this. They don't. No insults, no judging, no nothing. They just don't understand this. And I'm not being negative about that. It's just a reality. They don't know this. It's the rehab part of coming out of chronic illness. It's the rehabbing. It's the rehab. it's moving up that ladder taking a step down and moving up a little higher and taking a step down and that's the rehab part of healing with chronic illness when you're using all the good tools and you're working on healing anyway i'm not saying i'll never do a medical medium t-shirt someday but I'm not doing one now. But I wouldn't mind one for myself. Like, hey, medical medium and then a cool little thing on it, right? But I just don't want to be diverted. That's all. I just got to keep focused like a horse. I got to keep focused like a horse. on a trail. I have to know the direction I'm going since I was younger. Since hearing the words from Spirit of Compassion. Working seven days a week right now, if anybody cares. No. Seven days a week, as fast as I can, to get some info out. Before someday I'm gone. Because life isn't forever, but your soul is. I can't stay here for 300 years in our physical body, but we can be here forever because our soul cannot die. stays alive forever. It's been seven days a week for me for more than 30 years, and I don't like to break that record, so I keep up with it. Can't stop now. In it too deep, been doing it too long, in it too far. Can't stop now. And can't give up. All right. lots of love you guys God bless you may the angels be by your bedside tonight when you're sleeping looking at you watching over your body your mind your soul, your spirit your mental and physical health helping you heal Many blessings.